Friday, September 7, 2012

Russet and Gold


russet dreams
in flax and gold
spun through my fingers



crisp and cool
and bright
the mornings of disappearing mist



crunch of apples
sliced and sprinkled
cinnamon and sugar



little fingers
licked clean
i kiss their cowlicked heads


 
Copyright 2012 Jennifer Wagner

Autumn Series Haiku 

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Purple Shoelaces


She is
hiding behind black everything—
hair protruding from a black hoodie,
covering all but one eye.

Headphones are pumping sounds
into the darkly shrouded form;
I see the wires that must lead to an iPod
—hidden somewhere.

Staring down, so as not to
greet the oft-dismissing world, she walks
with slow purpose, counting the steps,
within the walls
where she keeps her fear of rejection.

She looks at me, despite herself,
as if she doesn’t want to be seen, but does—
and she can’t hide it
soon enough
that she is happy
to be noticed.

Hers eyes are pools of wounded gray,
deep, and soulful.
And I keep looking—eyes tell stories,
and dreams,
and everyone should have one.

Then I spot them—her black Converse shoes
have purple shoelaces,
and this bespeaks
the truth.
She doesn’t want to be disregarded.
Hiding
is just waiting
until it’s safe
to be seen.

I smile, at them, at her;
and she grins, lifts her chin,
and walks on.
While it occurs to me
we’re all
wearing purple shoelaces.



Copyright 2012 Jennifer Wagner

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Abuse of Power, Power of Abuse


Leave me to solve riddles,
in the dark ruminations

puzzling with pieces
slipping through my fingers.

They have long legs and,
until now, ran faster than I could;

but I have sprouted legs of my own, and

the caramel is dripping
from your polluted apple

revealing a leprous underbelly
and the twists of your myths.

Since released
I write my farewell to arms,

though I know it will not pierce your heart.

I have learned the impossible
remain impossible, impervious,

and must rule

without question,
without consequence.

I write to pierce my own
and release your venom

to drip, to flow,
to collect in puddles at my feet.

While ash and toxicity
paint bleak the petrified forest

where once hearts of
children tried to play,

before you caught them, taught them,
deftly smothered them in your decay.

I have escaped, but intermittently I
perchance upon your minions,

try as I may, when near,
I cannot blind the stench from my nostrils

from the blood
on their hands.

My blood

mind you, cries out for justice,
and like Abel’s,

is heard.


Copyright 2012 Jennifer Wagner

Thursday, August 23, 2012

75


I see them
most every week
when I’m driving.

The little man
with his little wife
going for their afternoon stroll
on the sidewalk
in our neighborhood,
holding hands.

They must be 75
years old, at least, and
his leg is bad—
the knee, I think.
His other hand
holds a cane,
but he doesn’t use it—holds it
parallel to the ground. 
Just in case.

And she,
with her opposing hand,
carries an umbrella,
unopened. 
It is Seattle, you know,
better to be prepared. 
Just in case.

I love this scene,
supporting each other,
ready in case of stumbling,
ready in case the rain comes.
They’ve been blessed
to have weathered
life together—so long.

I imagine that will be us.

I know one day
I will see only one of them
going on that walk…

Then I picture you,
tomorrow, in your bunker gear,
and rush home
to kiss you
until we’re 75, 
at least.

Just in case.


Copyright 2012 Jennifer Wagner

dVerse: Characters  Nonfiction

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Laughing Hills



Hills
in August rise frozen
against the setting sun

a glass of chardonnay
perspiring at the table
of summers
she doesn’t drink
anymore.

In her laughter, a reminder
of the best medicine,

and the lesson she lived—

no one can beat you
when you’ve learned
how to laugh

at yourself.



R.I.P. Phyllis Diller, Comedic Genius (July 17, 1917 – August 20, 2012) 
Copyright 2012 Jennifer Wagner