you ask me to
and i don’t know how to answer
i want to
know
what it’s like to stay
now
so much
in that look
my cells
multiplying
like time-lapse
photosynthesis
curling myself
around that
one
word
as if
light
you ask me to
and i don’t know how to answer
i want to
know
what it’s like to stay
now
so much
in that look
my cells
multiplying
like time-lapse
photosynthesis
curling myself
around that
one
word
as if
light
When you found me
I was face up in snow,
crows pecking my neck,
my voice box removed
in bloody clumps around me,
my eyes staring straight up
at clouds meant for someone else’s rain.
But you
enclosed my hand around a lightning bolt
and I stood up—
my voice a thunderclap
scattering dark birds to the storm-crackled sky.
© 2024 Jennifer Wagner